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Erdgedicht by tenvanamiansol, literature

kill test subject by tenvanamiansol, literature

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kill test subject

Simply more than you was required - An equation of me minus you plus someone else left a greater whole. The simplest of theories has flaws in practice. Variables go unaccounted for: Equations to determine skin compatibility - Where touches will lay - Thought processes - Vocabulary - New hearts (change) - Your blue eyes - My torrents flowing to nowhere destroying my dams, weakened by your absence - Endless black space that was hidden - Even freefall is impossible without gravity. Fuck my human brain. Fuck intellectual curiosity. Experiment should have been canceled in early stages, when abort switch was still in reach (KILL

eat my bread by tenvanamiansol, literature

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eat my bread

Eat my bread; to you tasteless, paltry. Go from me. These things don't matter any longer. Will you take my wine before you go? My mead. Better that you take them - lest they be carelessly spilled into some wanton bed or (much worse and more likely) simply left to rot. Go; take all, but walk the path from my door backwards. I will you see all, as I will your footprints one final time homeward facing.

i, the masses by tenvanamiansol, literature

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i, the masses

i could not begin to explain my labyrinth head main reason being - i use "i" far too much socialized by my egoistic culture with it's be anything you want to be/be yourself/consume and rule concepts grating against my reptilian brain, which still attempts to seek out close companions with which to run and hunt. yes, {drop cliche here} i am a sad product of society, a member of that damned generation just figuring out, "hey, where did the american dream go?"

consume the funeral dirge by tenvanamiansol, literature

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consume the funeral dirge

generation rummage sale take what we've got america this is what we are victims to your broken promises selling what we can consuming is the only medicine for diseases consumption begat. our sales however atypical in pills liquids herbs spaceships dreams to other places more bearable. our eyes red acid dancing brains can we do less than to create these bridges running then making homes in opposite fucked up rank horrible yet not so bad realities? i am tired and the drugs don't work for me cause i can see my comrades drooling and chewing their own brains vomiting them back up; pretty skulls made a mess; brain dead in their h

between the earth and rain by tenvanamiansol, literature

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between the earth and rain

Somewhere between the earth and rain your aura delights in it's truest freedom. When no one can see your soul it dances infinitesimal - strong and defiant of nothing; hoarding all these mysterious treasures. I am captivated by that which I may not witness. Sometime in between my eyes capturing your geography and the brilliant birth of time you set out journeying; making tales to fill infinite incarnations. Intuition tells me of these ancient stories unwritten. I am captivated by that which I may not hear. Somehow you learnt to lock your doors; gates barred with kindness overflowing and a love unconditioned - belonging to another

this is the way you are dying by tenvanamiansol, literature

acid rain by tenvanamiansol, literature

giftfressend by tenvanamiansol, literature

no honor left by tenvanamiansol, literature

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no honor left

Back in time, to where you chose runes over letters: you wanted to scratch them into flesh, your Burning made real. One display of worship; futile, somber, without reality. If the word for sin were known, you’d fall to the ground slashing your back in penance. For this, for her, for the great service of your life. Riding now alone, through woods hollow, watching your body empty of its breath – not caring. There is no honor left.

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Erdgedicht by tenvanamiansol, literature

kill test subject by tenvanamiansol, literature

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eat my bread by tenvanamiansol, literature

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eat my bread

i, the masses by tenvanamiansol, literature

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i, the masses

consume the funeral dirge by tenvanamiansol, literature

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consume the funeral dirge

between the earth and rain by tenvanamiansol, literature

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between the earth and rain

this is the way you are dying by tenvanamiansol, literature

acid rain by tenvanamiansol, literature

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tenvanamiansol

Jan 9, 2010

The Form of the Good

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So. I came home expecting a job that had been promised to me and then was promptly denied. I've lost two wisdom teeth. Maybe some wisdom, too? Hmm. So, lost, I am holing myself up in the office with books, paper and the internet. I'm trying to flex my various mental muscles. German: novellas + Thomas Mann's Magic Mountain. Sociology: Foucault's Discipline and Punish: The Birth of the Prison. Philosophy: Plato's Republic. Theater: Brecht. Poetry: Bukowski and e.e. cummings. I think that's all of them. This is a combination of wanting to exercise my skills and searching for answers (inspiration). Jennie and I are supposed to collaborate on a bo

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tenvanamiansol

Jul 24, 2009

Leiden

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And, Schopenhauer, if I can't become an artist or a holy one, what am I do to with all this unending suffering? I need to go back to Germany/Mein Deutsch ist furchtbar geworden. Naja. There isn't much of anything.